We will try to talk about Envy today.
I say “try” because Envy is a vibration that has countless features and connotations, and above all a multitude of frequencies.
We have a healthy, manageable Envy, and then there is the uncontrollable Envy which poisons your Life giving you a distorted view of situations, and sometimes you can even envy people or things that aren’t real at all.
However, when the Envy vibration is lodged within us, everything we touch, see, deal with and above all judge, is tinted with Envy.
With this vibration activated within us, clearly Life is not easy, smooth-flowing or gentle with us, and in particular we create antipathies, enmities and a small-minded attitude towards others, without thinking that we could help and better ourselves by reflecting on all this, instead of reinforcing a vibration that only generates misery.
Why is one envious? Why do we envy others?
Because we lack self-esteem. Let me put it this way; the absence of self-knowledge undermines our self-confidence.
If you have a good self-awareness, you would accept yourself, have self-confidence, and love yourself for what you are.
On the other hand, when this self-awareness is superficial, conducted without honesty, it does not lead to self-acceptance, you tend towards overrating yourself, consider yourself to be one of Life’s victims, and it is Life’s fault that you, who are exceptional, unique and wonderful, don’t get what you really deserve.
This state of things has many sides to it, it isn’t straightforward, because when a person hears “ you are envious because you have no self-esteem, but at the same time you are convinced that you are full of talent” he is baffled, as if what has been said is contradictory.
Instead, thinking coherently, it all becomes extremely logical.
The person without self-knowledge, accepts only what he wants to about himself, and so obviously he mostly feels that his inner self is great, unique and exceptional. Then when his Life doesn’t correspond to this opinion he has of himself, it is a disaster because the results of his endeavors are not equally marvelous and exceptional.
Then a false modesty takes over, exhibited to show off to others: I am worthless, me…me …me and all this is to simply hide the megalomanic feelings he has of himself. These feelings are not wrong, they are just not understood, not aligned towards the real purpose of Life.
Why does one feel important? Because he is part of the divine, and so it is right to feel important. As we are part of the divine, we are all exceptional. The mistake is to believe to excess this importance, and expect that one’s exceptional being can produce concrete results, acclaimed by society.
It is as if we said: if I am exceptional, I must be successful, if I am the best, I must be rewarded; if I have something extraordinary to say, it must be recognized.
This doesn’t happen.
What we express is part of us, because it is a talent that Life has allowed us, and the maximum effort is asked of us to do the best we can with the gift we have received. Then we will be truly great because we will fulfill the purpose of our own Life: do what Life asks of us.
Envy vanishes if we manage to understand this, we acknowledge that another person can have more success and recognition because Life has permitted it, but this doesn’t mean that we are punished because Life has denied the same for us. It is simply saying: follow a more coherent path, try to understand who you really are, force yourselves to fathom out where your megalomanic feelings come from, and finalize them to the purpose of Life.
In other words, move onwards, improve yourself, serve Evolution without expecting those results that might be considered exceptional from a materialistic point of view, but seldom Energetically.